Why Don't I Have a Holiday?

I am stuck at work with nothing to do. That is the worst, having to come into work when most other people are off and having nothing to do. Boo. I don't like being bored.

This weekend was all right. I got my haircut with Renee. Its short. Yup, I chickened out of the whole long thing. Its just not my style. I look so much better with short hair. I will have short hair at my wedding.

The previous post explains how I felt the rest of the weekend.

I went over to some friends sunday night for pizza and some show where they curse a lot. It was pleasant, except naturally things upset me. A lot is riding on this wedding, ie it is holding my family together, and to have someone treat it like a night at the movies just feels icky.

Renee and Amanda have done so much for my bridal shower and I really thank them from the bottom of my heart. They really do not realize how grateful I am and how much it is going to be a highlight for not only myself, but my aunt who is just devestated. I get calls from my family all the time because my wedding is what my papa (my grandfather) is living for. Renee is planning this event on her birthday! I got her some nice gifts and I'm going to talk to Amanda and try to arrange something nice for her too. I am just so sorry that others don't seem to have the same enthusiams.

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