Miss Me Yet?

So Adam and I are moving. We have not decided when, but we are. I have yet to have a sit down talk with anyone about it. I know how I feel, but right now I am trying hard not to influence Adam's decision about it.

He wants to move, but moving requires a lot for him to give up so really I am letting him make all the decisions, like when we leave and where we go. When I moved back to New Jersey three years ago I only returned because I wanted to be with Adam. I had no intention of living in Los Angeles. Three years later here I am. Its okay, but I am so a family person its not even funny. I can't imagine having a house here, or raising a family. But I stayed here because Adam has this great company and he is happy.

Problem is he hasn't been happy lately. He misses his family, he doesn't make enough money, and he wants to start his own family with his own home. All of these things equal move back to the east coast. When my best friend Renee and her fiance Tye announced they were going to move, well it kind of got Adam and I thinking more seriously about a plan to move back home. We always talk about it but never make any plans. I said I always knew what I wanted, but it really was all up to him. I would stick by him whatever he chose and would be happy anywhere as long as I was with him. He chose to move back to the east coast.

So now its just waiting to see when he wants to do it. I know a lot of people think I am pushing him into moving, but if I was like that I would have demanded we move at least 2 years ago. In reality I want him to make his own decision. I don't want him to regret moving. So I'll keep you posted on what he decides.