Wonderful, Wonderful World

*My mother needs spinal surgery. Its not covered by insurance.

*Wedding plans are off for the moment. Sorry guys, but no wedding in NJ.

*Big fight with Adam regarding money issues. Turns out my parents aren't the only ones with unexpected expenses.

*Was pretty much alone all weekend wallowing.

*We need to move away from the best apartment ever to a crap hole

I am not even going to begin to say how upset I am. I think its pretty obvious. Having to forgoe your dream wedding is tough enough, and then have your mom pretty sick, well it just seems heavy.